Wish You Were Here...

A rather strange phrase, especially as it is the title of TWO of my favourite songs at the moment.

But who am i wishing for?

Seems to be clear i am.




But the two songs are rather contrasting;




Hey Monday's seems to be more about missing someone who isn't coming back, about the things you lose along the way - 'My heart in a postcard darling'

Seems to be accusing someone of leaving them to face the hell of being 'alone'.

About the shit that comes with relationships.I think i like it cause it fits with some of my feelings atm.

I'm angry at someone.




Yet Avril Lavigne's is on a different level...

For me it isn't about a relationship... well it is, of sorts.

But for me it's old friendships; the people i've drifted from.

The memories 'of all the crazy things we did'.

There's someone i've been missing a lot recently, people say things change but still...

There's someone else i used to rely on, they've changed, but i wish they were here, the them i knew, once...

And another that's coming back. All from the same time in my life.




Beggars can't be chosers and i'm so happy to have one of my oldest friends back in my life...

But though some holes have been filled by my new, and actually better friends, there's one hole left.

I've never had a best friend like you since. You haven't changed beyond recognition but it's been a long time since we finished every text with 'love you'.




I'll leave you with this; make your own conclusions.

Much love for Tai for giving me the album ^^,